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what happened to me in 2016
Thursday, 22 December 2016 • 08:57 • 0 comments hello guys. oh. my. god. its been a year since i last updated this bloggie. right. just a quick catch up of what happened in 2016. firstly, i am now studying biology, chemistry, physics and add math. unexpectedly, i'm a science streaming student. 😵 in the beginning of the year, i swear to myself that i wont study science. anymore. after all those trouble i went through studying science for pt3 exam. (STRESS +++) But, my family.. especially my mom. has great expectation of me. so, you know i just do as she says. first lesson: everything was great. the teachers and my friends are all there. after the first exam: I messed up physics. i failed. i got 37% which is very disappointing, but i had it coming. i remembered how nervous i am the night of the exam. since, there were 2 subjects to take and one of them is history, i got confused on what to read first. and eventually, i chose to read history first. why? hey,it is my favorite subject! I MAKE A WRONG CHOICE. I got sleepy and slept for 3 damn hours. that precious time!! i woke up and quickly studied for physics. during the first exam: 5 more minutes and i am done! i look around. oh, there's my friend sleeping over there. i turn to the last page of the examination papers. GUESS WHAT.
ONE MORE SECTION.. I HAVEN'T ANSWERED. 5 MIN. 5 QUESTION.
oh, i dont wanna tell you guys the rest of the story. i panicked and trembling hard. my handwriting is a mess. ugh! end of story.
overall, my 2016 is not that good. the exam and the burden of being a science streaming student is so hard for me to take.
my exam result is not that good either. and i'm very slow in mathematics.
The final exam:
I suffered during biology test. i keep going to the toilet for 20 minutes to vomit. honestly, i almost gave up. but then i realize how hard i study last night and keep on answering the question. still got C+. thank god.
My result:
don't expect too much. i'm not in the top 3, neither do top 5, and of course not 10.
DAMMIT!
I'm the 18th place in class.
#32 for the whole school ranking.
damn sad. sad. sad. sad.
i am dispirited.
but hey, i shouldn't right?
i should look at it in a positive side.
that might be actually a reason why i should study more right?
right?
2017 is coming. and i hope 2017 is better than 2016. wish me luck for my SPM and pray for me to study as hard as possible.
my goal to study until my nose bleed has not been achieved yet. maybe in 2017?
chikkah!
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