hey guys.. just a quick recap about what happened in 2017

well, firstly.. it started off really well.. i got good grades and i have friends by my side.
like.. everything is great..

but then.. mid 2017..
i got nervous. spm is getting near and i felt like i havent study that much..
im not confident i'll get good results for my spm..

D-day
i felt nervous and empty.

The sejarah history..

i study real hard for sejarah with all the themes and ramalan given by the teachers..
and the moment i opened the paper..

sighh..
but whatever. that was all in the past..

now im just sitting, lying on my bed.. waiting for my spm result to come out..

funnyy story tho

as soon as i finished my last paper (chemistry)

i got fever and the big swollen lump under my armpit and on my arms hurt like hell.
Dr rose said i should went to the hospital..

and after lots off trouble which i wont tell.
we went to hospital pantai..
the dr said i might have lymphoma..
as soon as i hear that..
i felt nothing..
i showed  no expression..

but my mom..
i just cant..
and i cried.. really hard..


the end..

tho i still need to visit the hospital next week..